well.well.well

a little piss off..

a lot of sadness..

there's a heavy feelin in my heart..

you know what's the problem...

and yet..

you just don't care? or just wanna see me suffer?

shit..

is it just me? looking forward?

or am i just being a childish brat?

anyway..

i don't care anymore..

it hurt's..

a lot too..

...........................

feel's like crying..

shit man!

a guy crying?

have some dignity..

for the lone-some days..

but you know..

crying always makes me feel better afterwards..

just sayin..

haaaa~ do watever you want..

it's kinda cold when your alone...

p/s: i feel like crying..yeah..i'm crying..

shit..stop the water-works..

huh?

sometimes i wonder....

is someone just joking..

teasing..

sarcasm perhaps..

or..

just plain lying..

if someone's hiding smting...

in other words..

lying..

i'll know..

but..

i dont want to jump to any stupid conclusions..

but sometimes..

i just have the feelin..

that i'm right on the spot..

just don't have the courage to say it..

mybe bcuz..

dont wanna hurt their feelings..

but hey~

if the only one heart's is hurt is me..

then it's ok by my book~ haha

but...i hate liars..

have something to say..

just say it to my face..

n don't back-stab anyone..

i curse those kind from the day i was born..

work?

work.....work....work......

and look!

more work....

getting money is not easy!!

just learned that..

god!

my skin is all black-ishhhHHhh..

just like some fckin nigger..haha

haaaa~

tired too!

standing all day..

forced to smile..

my cheeks are killin me!

but hey~

the pay is good~

easy job..kinda..

and plus!

free 1 bottled water for each bottled water that any employee buy! (wtf)